God's faithfulness

I must say that the last few months (prior to about...August) had been a struggle that I can't even bear to talk about yet...

There was a lot going on in my mind, in my heart and in my soul that just did not mesh and I did not talk about it...I felt that no one would have been going through what I was...instead I just felt tired all the time, guilt overtook me and I was definitely not the bright girl I usually was. It's taken this long to even admit all this to myself...and God has been incredibly faithful in how He has gently pulled me through...guided me through really. Strengthening my faith, my character and letting me fall deeper in love with him.

Note: I originally wrote this months ago..finally I can write it...

it's an everyday struggle...but God is changing me.